Wendy

This is it…

‘This is it’ is the title of the latest book by James Low

Always fresh…what more could we want than ‘this’?

I’m just drawing your attention to the recent publication of this book as there is a lot on offer on the main web-site and I would not like you to miss this opportunity to connect with the wisdom of this exposé of development of practice.

Each element is introduced and expressed with the profundity and clarity which James embodies, nourishing and deepening our own.

Blossoms blossoming……



Thursdays 5.45 to 6.45 Topic talk/discussion and a little meditation…an easy exploration of dharma, illuminated by the teachings including the Macclesfield Talks and other works.
Tuesday 6.30-7.00 dzogchen and supportive meditations one week
Tuesday 6.30-7.30 Padmasambava meditation and recitation the next.


If you are interested you can get in touch via the ‘contact me tab’ on the home page.

Thanks to Meg for the beautiful image.

Links to Lama Chetsangpa videos

I have had a few emails about finding the videos relating to these talks so have updated the previous post about them (below) to include the link which worked for me…but if you’re in a hurry to get straight there.. here’s the  link to the third video ( most recent, March 13/14) in the series of four Lama Chetsangpa talks.

If you scroll down below that you will find the previous two.

Lama Chetsangpa’s text…reading, engaging, questioning and absorbing

Happy cows chewing the dharma cud!

Cows digest grass. It’s not so easy to break down the cellulose to get the nutrients they need. In order to facilitate this they have four stomach compartments, and they chew the cud…(see below)

We humans just chew our food a bit then swallow it…down to the stomach where most digestion occurs.

However , we are not so used to digesting the very healthy kind of food found in this text and need to keep at it, with it, over time…chewing more diligently than a cow chewing grass!

James, i think, said he had made eighteen different translations of this…That’s going to provide a qualitatively different  level of nourishment from the casual  ‘Oh yes I’ve read that’ (My ego-driven quick response on mire than one occasion!)

Following on from the advice he gave, mentioned in the previous post, on how to listen to the talks…in the latest, third, weekend’s teachings, James suggested how we might engage with the texts to maximise our receptivity to the depth of wisdom from which they originate.

He invited us to write the text out by hand. This will deepen our relationship with it… and at the same time we can make a note of anything which is not clear to us. Then checking this with the commentary which opens out the text making it more accessible.
If queries remain then answers are available…!

Repeated engagement will surely effect incremental or perhaps, through time, sudden changes.

Simply Being (1998 edition) was the first Dharma Book I read and, despite the teachers encouragement to take it really slowly, line by line, I could not do that.
From a young age I was addicted to reading – the next page, the next page the next chapter – devouring without any reflection.
This habitual way of reading has taken many years to change… to slow down and really engage whole-heartedly… has not come quickly or easily.

At the beginning I would read through the texts and the notes that went with them a few times but found them hard to digest. Lacking ease and familiarity with the concepts and vocabulary i could not unlock them, and mostly happily engaged with part 2 The Talks instead!
Even there I skated over the second paragraph where it suggests that the ideas presented are to be engaged with and struggled with for the maximum benefit to be obtained. I was just struggling to engage…

The more recent edition was a revelation and, for me, much easier to engage with, so if you haven’t updated you might well find that worthwhile…
But even then the texts were challenging…but opening up a bit, and becoming more ‘relatable to’.
For me this was largely thanks to the Macclesfield teachings where there was time for James to expound the different aspects of the dharma tree in a way which engaged directly with our conditioning… and also through reading and engaging with other dharma writings by James and many others.

Surely some of the headaches from trying to engage with this text, as given in the book, will be much eased by the commentary that he has been giving over these four sessions…

Gradually the words and their meaning and our alignment with them come together… the blurred and cloudy vision clears…
Then the import and impact are such that giving time to receive becomes the only way that’s fitting.

Read a bit, reflect, meditate… repeat…this can become a fully satisfying engagement rather than an onerous task to be completed

Here’s the  link to the third video ( most recent, March 13/14) in the series of four Lama Chetsangpa talks.

If you scroll down below that you will find the previous two.

Question: Why do cows have three stomachs?

Answer: Cows are true ruminants, which means they have four stomachs, the first of which is the rumen. When a cow takes a bite of grass, it chews it briefly, mixing it with a large amount of saliva. The grass then passes to the rumen, which is a large pouch. The rumen does not produce digestive juices. Instead, it is a fermentation chamber that contains millions of bacteria. These microbes produce digestive enzymes that break down the cellulose in the plants. When a cow “chews its cud,” it returns a small lump, or bolus, of food from the rumen to the mouth, where it is thoroughly chewed. When the cow swallows the bolus for the second time, it is finer and settles at the bottom of the rumen. The rumen contracts, forcing some of this well-chewed food into the second stomach, or reticulum. From there it passes to the omasum (third stomach), where water is extracted. It then enters the true, or fourth, stomach, the abomasum, where gastric juices (containing hydrochloric acid) are added to the food. This kills and disintegrates the microbes from the rumen, making the nutrients in the microbes available for later digestion and absorption.

Source of info on cows stomachs!

photo:Jim Champion / Cattle ruminating at Latchmore Bottom, New Forest

https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Cattle_ruminating_at_Latchmore_Bottom,New_Forestgeograph.org.uk-_157259.jpg

Do you like to eat the food you’ve pissed on? Fresh food from the Lama.

‘Like hospital food… do yer?’

I remember hearing this phrase from my youth!

It is really saying ‘If you don’t do what I would like you to do then I will hurt you so badly you will end up in hospital… and suffer the limitations and constraints –  relating to nutritional understanding, financial, logistical, and so on – which operate in trying to feed the variety of people who turn up and are cared for in our hospitals.

This seems bad but hopefully, if the worst came to the worst,  you’d recover and continue to enjoy the kind of food you eat prior to the hospital visit!

There are some resonances with what James said in his teaching this Sunday –

‘Do you like to eat food you’ve pissed on?’ 

No…’cos it taste of piss 

‘Well, of course it will, if you keep pissing on it!’

James has been explaining how to ‘not to make it stale’ in a series of teachings on a text he translated many years ago written by a great Yogi – Lama Chetsangpa Sri Buddha.

While his tone was light, he was pointing to the more critical consequences of ignoring, or not attending to and realising the teachings of/on the truth – and continuing to opacifying the simple givenness of ‘what is’ with our non-sense. 

This is, in a way, much more grave and serious than an injury necessitating a temporary stay in hospital – it is a chronic condition whereby we live in a deadened life of deprivation and limitation.

Falling out of the ease of abiding as the innate and inalienable integrity of our openness, and with that loosing the facility to manifest freshly in each moment as appropriate to the moment, rather in relation to an idea about it – we misconstrue and solidify… depriving others and ourselves of vitality and spacious connectivity.

This dis-ease, arising from ignoring the actual, although a chronic and pervasive process is completely curable… by attending and ‘wising-up.’

Now that we know that the symptoms need not just be endured or masked… we are happy to conduct an in-depth examination of the situation. 

If we meditate we can closely examine and see the way in which we engage our life energy with arisings in the mind.

These arisings are patternings of energy that the thought patterns with which we mistakenly identify – take to be true, valid, fascinating and fully worthy of in-vestment (geddit?– clothing, wrapping, Emperor’s new clothes ; ) – and spiral into…

In giving a spuriously heightened reality to impermanent phenomena we become a-mazed – confused and enmeshed in our own creativity.
And until this issue is resolved through practice we will continue to obscure, distort and falsify the truth…and suffer as a consequence.

James Low has been explaining so clearly how we get lost and how to return in the simplest way for so many years now… and has recently been teaching on this text by Chetsagpa Ratna Sri Buddha you’ll find in the book Simply Being. The texts are also available here.

The first and second recordings are now available to watch … with further teachings on March 13 and 14… concluding on 17 18 April.

I once heard a Sikh teacher trying to teach children who were fizzing with energy. He was quite fierce and he just shouted at them ‘Listen up…’ and they did!

James was lightly saying the same thing towards the end of the teaching and suggesting how we should do this: 

1.First time: just listen… allowing the teachings, mood and flavour to flow through you.

2.Then listen again a second time. This time make your own notes of  what seem to be a critical point or a point for further clarification.

[We can discussion in the group or 1 to 1, though maybe check with the text first, it may help…]

3.Then go to the text and see if your understanding matches what’s written…is it clear ?

If still not clear …just ask. Then…see next post…

When I first started teaching James suggested that I gave homework… but not so many bothered with completing it!

There were a few things going on with that – the quicksand pull-back of samsara, the apparent primacy of friends family and worldly duties and involvements…seeing the dharma as an ‘add-on’, like bridge or golf with a particular ring fenced time and place… plus an unwillingness of the egoic structure to rock the relatively comfortable though temporary, apple-cart – or, as an adult, to follow instructions ; ). 

I’m not judging, I have felt subject to, and worked with the same restrictions…but the struggle for freedom, including from my own non-sense, is unquestionably worthwhile in my experience.

In my little group we have been exploring the introduction to the Dhammapada – the text found in Finding Freedom with James’ commentary… as well as anything arising from the Q and A and other sessions.

However a good number have been listening or are hoping to listen to James’ teaching. So I think it is worth putting aside the Dhammapada for a bit and engaging as much as possible with this profound text and explanation … We have time to do this… catching up now with the first if you missed it. 

Approaching it, and the second, in the way James suggests… there is hopefully more alignment and attunement as we come into connection with the third and fourth sessions.

As has been said ‘the key to your enlightenment or realisation is already in the palm of our hand’… but we do have to put it in the lock and turn it!

For many the door is like a secret door…although it’s always open if you don’t know how to look (or that it even exists) how you would find it?

So for these teachings, explanations and much else… deep gratitude to those who have realised and passed this on through time. Let’s make the most of this precious opportunity. 

I was writing this for my group initially but thought others may find it helpful!

*** See next post on further advice for how to engage with this text from James’ teaching weekend 13 14 March.

Photo of Devon Violets: https://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/a/a9/Devon_Violets._Viola_odorata_(33624079715).jpg

A dualistic dish – the fish replies:

My question is… dear fish…
whether you identify as British?
Spanish or perhaps Flemish…?

The fish replies:
You who address me as ‘a fish’…?
your question suggests ownership

I see your interest is upon which country’s dish
my heated form should lie
if humans cause my life to die…

…perhaps
in decompressing rapidly
when i am hauled up from the sea.

So many of us,
weight… in net,
compressed…
then split and gutted, each like all the rest.

My corpse sold on… for what money they are able
until i lie upon a dinner table…
and am
eaten before too late…
before my own expiry date…?!

That’s a ‘fishy’ joke! : )
But humour won’t save me…
this hapless denizen of the sea!

As a fish, to you I am
worth more dead… than alive!!!

However –

I don’t want you to pity me
but to take this opportunity

To tell you how it is for us,
deeply affected
by you land-bound populace.

I know, habitually through time,
you ‘humans’ feed on flesh…
like many of us living in the brine.

I am not angry, do not judge…
but wish for you
to realise how bad it is for us…

and it is getting worse!

And you should care – for us, for you…
affected by the chemicals
we eat, our bodies change.
This knowledge is not new…

as you eat us… i grieve to think…
you concentrate
whatever chemicals were in our food and drink.

Water which is thirty per cent more acidic that it used to be
has changed our world
… information kindly shared by Mark Carney*

And we,
just as you humans
would, suffer experientially…
living continuously in/drinking in
water of such high acidity

Water pH affects reproduction rates
… heavy metals concentrate…
so stress increase with falling biodiversity
and worse…

We don’t have ‘plants’ to treat the water in the sea
but we need you to do something… because,
chemically,
it’s become disgusting –
dangerously.

Environmentally our friends the whales… can help,
with carbon capture, eco-balancing – oxygen assist
if doubtful you can check on this…

However they who have been eaten sustainably
on the Faroe Islands for many years
… are no longer considered fit to eat.
The levels of mercury and other heavy metals in their bodies are high enough to be implicated as causal factors
in increasing rates of Parkinson’s disease in humans.

The impact of this on the whales is unknown…
but to imagine they are they completely impervious
…and creatures lower down the ‘food chain’ unaffected
defies your ‘reliance on science’.


Like our bird-friends we become entangled in your fishing nets
and other aspects of your detritus…
Like them, our bellies fill with plastic floating in the sea
… and micro-plastic’s found internally.

Some humans have to manage their food intake, artificially
reducing the size of their stomach to stay alive.
We do not have this difficulty…

…if we swallow plastic and it doesn’t pass through
we may well not survive…
it’s certain that we will not thrive
with the capacity of our stomachs so reduced.

So when you catch us,
cooks note this
your dish will be a mix of food …
non-food chemicals and some plastics!

Speaking for the whales…there has been criticism lately of the behaviour of some of them.
Recently a pod of orcas in the Mediterranean have been head-butting boats sometimes damaging the boats and frightening the noise-making occupants.
The orcas are not built to head-butt solid objects, they may have big headaches after this, but as yet no human has been killed or hurt.

But humans have attacked these orcas… their pod is close to extinction due to human interference.

I’d like to remind you that when you humans first met the whales they were delighted to greet you and were very playful.
In time they realised that meeting you, oftentimes, meant death…

You killed them and used them for food,
as fuel for your lights,
as shapers in corsetry to make the female form more appealing to the male;
… for lubrication, for cosmetics, soaps, vanishes, paints, laquer, perfumes, vitamins, carvings…

Killing followed killing, the whales became wary
… they learned…

Your boats’ propellers have chewed into their bodies, and they sink.

One way or another they have died in great numbers, almost to extinction.

Some fisherman regard them as their enemy… competing for their fish (their fish!)… and kill and mutilate them.

Across the wide oceans the whales who used to sing…
voices travelling half-way around the world,
have to shout loudly to be heard above the shipping noise
(subtle communicative nuances are lost in shouting)

Navigation becomes a nightmare
as extraneous sounds impede interpretation…
poisonous chemicals impact on neural functioning…
untimely deaths of young and old inhibit transmission of knowledge…
and the starlight patterning is occluded by satellites and space junk.

Yet despite all this, such massive provocation
there are as i said, as yet, no human deaths from Orca attacks.

In Australia there have been more shark attacks than usual, and overall seventeen attacks and eight deaths…
One response, typical of humans, is
‘we need to kill them’.

Whilst we are not humans and anthropomorphizing us is unwise,
we are sentient and intelligent, we communicate and feel pain
… please, I beg you, do not react to our behaviour in this way.

It will not help the situation.
Many of us are, with good reason at this time, very disturbed…
we live in these oceans
but you ‘guests’ treat our home as your toilets, larders…
swimming pools…

Building for leisure, trade, or base for future fights
along our shores and in our world,
means noise continues day and night

Hungry to find, and to take out more
disturbing the depths, the crust,
your machinery explores

Pollution follows every entry
that you make into the water
and below the sea

I plead with you,
knowing your desolation in the face of your current crisis of viral infection, and human tendencies to fight over resources,
not to use your energy to fight over who will get the greater share of our bodies…

But to turn your energy instead towards health and survival,
towards of health of the waters that we live in,
the waters that nourish us, that nourish you…

That we may share this earth and it’s waters
Treating our environment and each other
respectfully,

with love,

from what ‘you humans’, ha ha, call

A fish


picture: wikipedia licence creative commons
*(2020 Governor of the bank of England… in his final Reith lecture)

note…some fish are less susceptible to the hazards of marine life.
If you eat us perhaps you’ll seek what’s best…
for, as with plants, when we are penned, kept close in nets,
chemicals are often used to keep us ‘healthiest’
…or maybe not…









Flowing freely – our potential: Lama Chetsasngpa on the guru and guruyoga

At a time when, as a baby, I had learned how to sit…my mother left me sitting on a chair for three quarters of an hour. I was minded by a family friend who told me years later.
During that time I was not upset but just sat upright on the chair on which I had been placed, calm, unmoving and completely impervious to her attempts to engage me in the way that a baby would normally be engaged. 
She found this very disturbing!
I had a red mark, a nevus, which I never saw (no mirrors), right in the centre of my forehead… which was removed as a child. 
I found that a rupa of the Guru had been in my house since before birth.
I always wished, on the one wish that we were allowed on eating birthday cake, that all of the family could be happy… (this was a rare occurrence) .
My reason for going to medical school was to help reduce the pain in the world.

So far so good? Well maybe, but we haven’t got very far…

But then the winds of karma blew… and my aspirations shrank…
I married and had a child and life revolved around the happiness of a very few.
I wanted my family and friends to be happy… and the world which had been opening out in my late teens gradually shrank… and shrank… and shrank to the point where, if the dharma hadn’t turned up in such a big way a few years beforehand…I probably wouldn’t be here now. 
There was a lack of clarity…and a non-availability to others in any way which could truly be called helpful, beyond the relative, for decades of my life.

Why am I saying this to you? 

I am saying all this because, even if perhaps we come into a re-birth where our bodhisattva or other vows are not blown away in the death process, the karmic consequences of dualistic engagement, in the past and present, mean that until we are fully established in the truth of ourselves we can so easily get lost before we know it… and this lostness will be normalised quick as flash – everyone around us confirms a dualistic view –
then every move we make can strengthen the karmic bind.

So how long will it take us to find our way home when we do get lost… some months? some years? some lifetimes? some aeons?
One thing we can be sure of is that tension arising from having a sense of an individuated self brings suffering along with it…
Without recognising its cause we keep trying to scratch this subliminal yet perpetual itch…and we look for completion, for satisfaction, for ease, for relief, in that which cannot offer resolution…

If the dharma truth, the unchanging uncompounded ground of our being, is not sought or encountered… in our daily lives, moment by moment, how will we see ‘things’ more clearly… so how will we not suffer?

We have such a short time before death, that it is very sad not to make the most of this opportunity, this precious human re-birth (transiently!) complete in our faculties, and engage in the dharma without reservation.

Anyone reading this is likely to already know that we are truly lucky to have encountered such a clear and unadulterated river of dharma, presented for us, for our time, for our culture… for the particular tendencies and confusions particularly common to, but not limited to, those in the west.  
The most recent teachings James gave are linked here to texts with vimeo link below the texts… or direct to vimeo here
They are the first of a series of three… and have just become available on the simplybeing website…and seem to me to be extraordinarily valuable!

I was going to post some ‘small beer’ stuff about dependent origination in duality, maybe something about that difficult point in meditation where we could go deeper or return to the familiar… but life is limited and listening to these teachings if they speak to your condition will surely bring you much more benefit. 


If you have listened already, listening again will surely help this to go deeper, note-takers can re-relate to what was said… 
I know from experience that we miss so much on first hearing and that although the refreshing shower of truth feels great and warming…it is engagement and ‘inward digestion’ – reflection and questioning – and application…which gives optimal potential for effective maceration!!!

Painting by artist Stewart Edmondson

Brief stress releasing meditations

I have been speaking with a couple of people recently who are going to make use of the recordings of some short guided meditation sessions which James made last year. They were made, on request, for people working in the caring professions – under great pressure with very little time to practice.

They are to be found here on the simplybeing.co.uk website. I am ‘re-tweeting’ them now to bring them back to the foreground as the need escalates in case you missed them when first published and would like to use them, or would like to share them with someone who might benefit.

Welcoming each ‘daisy-fresh’ moment of the New year…

In some other cultures and countries it’s not yet New Year.
For those following the Chinese lunar calendar it falls on the 12th of Feb, for ‘Persians’ the New Year, Nowruz, begins around March 20 – for Parsis it’s August 16/ 17th…lots of different ideas about the timing of new beginnings!

Maybe you remember a talk James gave – as I remember it quite well it was probably a Macclesfield talk – when he was laughing at the idea of getting rid of four o’clock or some other time that was deemed unpleasant. ‘You don’t have to say “Stop the clock! I just can’t bear four o’clock” … four o’clock is going by itself.’

Recently we have heard, very much, ‘I’ll be glad to see the back of 2020’ ‘Thank God 2020 has gone!’
With that there seemed to be assumptions that all the difficulties would end as the clock strikes, and the New Year will be inevitably better than the previous year.

But relative reality, the world of entities, as it is usually construed, does not work like that. With that view, what happens now is inextricably linked with what has happened in the past and is always shifting and changing. There is an interconnecting web of causal factors through time leading to an inter-dependent, inter-linked network of effects arising in the present,
and what may seem a better year for some will, no doubt, seem far worse for others.

Yet 2020 was a year of our limited life-span, one that we won’t have a chance to experience again; and every moment of those manifold unique experiences has vanished, gone forever, all by themselves…
To say it was a ‘rubbish year’ denies the rich complexity and variety, and
truly, any memories of 2020 or before are thoughts arising now – currently in 2021…and are also vanishing

Some neighbours recently said to me ‘I’m just waiting ’til it’s over and life can begin again and we can get back to normal’.
Marking time, or passing time or wishing life away… when you realise how swiftly it flies… seems a terrible waste…
Given the option, would we really rather have been anaesthetised for the previous 365 days than choose to live them, to fully experience whatever movements, joys and sorrows and all, arising and passing? There is such a big difference between enduring life and living.

Many years ago I picked up a piece of photocopy paper from the floor of our derelict new home. The chimney had just imploded and a couple of centuries of soot lay over everything… I turned it over and it said:

Out of the gloom a Voice spoken unto me and said
‘Smile and be happy, things could be worse’
So I smiled and was happy and behold… things did get worse.
That was my experience!

However, true happiness arises not from accentuating the positive or an optimism that ‘things can only get better!’ or ‘counting your blessings’ all of which can change our mood (and gratitude for everything is a good place to start)…. but with a dharma understanding, from wisdom.

And a few days ago I found, jotted down on an envelope in a kitchen drawer, a quote from James which is a distillation of a buddha’s teaching:
‘The root of dissatisfaction is attachment to experience based on a misunderstanding of the nature of experience.’

Yesterday at the shops I met a man and a woman, one carrying a paint can the other bags of material for stuffing…’I see you’ve got stuff for your projects in hand’…’Well, what else is there to do…?’ she said.
It was a bit too cold and windy for suggesting exploring the statement above!

2020 has come and gone and we did whatever we did, but what’s more worthwhile for 2021 than to deeply realise what a correct understanding of the nature of experience would be?
That realisation and the ensuing freedom from dukkha that the dharma offers would be the best ever birthday present to yourself and the world…as you would become ever fresh – new beginnings with every moment of the Year.

Some new dates to hear about all this:
James’ on-line teaching program recommences on Wednesday 20th Jan…rolling through to March
Check under Events on the simplybeing.co.uk website







Peace on earth

Gijjakuta

As ‘human beings’ we will cling
to any kind of covering.

To thoughts, to thought-formed ‘objects’,
ideas, words, beliefs…

… which, in imagining a fixity,
give shaping to identity.

Its maintenance depends
for safety, for stability,

for ‘freedom from anxiety’
upon grasping –

clutching at straws…
at fig leaves blowing in the wind ?!

Tensions from these delusions
find release…

resolved in wisdom’s
naked peace

A

Wisdom is expressed on the simplybeing.co.uk website

under ‘New and Recent’ you will find recents talks

to ease the tensions of the heart/mind…

and love flows from that easing

May all find what they need, over this Christmas and always!


Joyful thanks – an invitation to you

Much of what i have written on this web-site has a dualistic orientation.
As we get to non-duality from duality…this is our starting point.

Reading some of what i have written along the last ten years of the journey might invite dipping a toe in the water with the thought…’we are not so very different, it would be very possible for me too, to take up the invitation to journey deeper into the dharma towards its heart…and perhaps discover that it is the truth of my own.’

There is a beautiful book ‘Buddhist offerings 365 Days’ which was my companion in the early years…gorgeous pictures and a reflection for each day…
One i had in mind when writing this post connected gratitude thankfulness and love. In deep dharma love arises from wisdom…but the journey may well start or be aided by the the softening of gratitude.

It’s unusual for me to advertise anything on this website…we all find our own ways of contributing to what is beneficial in this world…but what follows is a little different. 

Earlier this year I made a donation to the charity Calcutta Rescues’ major fundraiser … and they have followed through with a lovely idea they had to thank their donors by creating a concert full of joy.

I offered to post a link to share this with you…it’s being broadcast live this Sunday December 13th … and from past experiences of their creativity i am sure it will be highly enjoyable!!!

So here is the invitation from the organiser to :

Thirty great musicians from seven countries are performing for free in support of charity Calcutta Rescue.
The line-up from the UK includes Liane Carroll, Frank Moon, Biddu – the man who brought us the unforgettable Kung Fu Fighting – and from India, three outstanding artists, Rishabh Dhar, Samantak Sina and Arko Mukhaerjee.
There will be a kaleidoscope of musical genres, from folk to Bollywood, Baroque to classical Indian.
The two hour show is being hosted by the charity’s chief executive, Jaydeep Chakraborty, who will share what life has been like in the slums of Kolkata, India this year, as well as providing a fascinating insight into how Christmas is celebrated there.
Watch out for the organ and trumpet piece shot from a drone inside a Swiss church!
The show starts at 2pm on Sunday, December 13, and you can watch it here:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1VPUnSVUeRk

https://www.facebook.com/325011967694487/posts/1504712356391103/
If you can’t make it then you can watch the show later on Calcutta Rescue’s Facebook page or YouTube channel. Please share the love by inviting friends and family to watch too!

Learning not to listen…sticking labels over our ears, eyes…

Hi Holly. (Holly is young enough to have just started school) How are you doing?

‘I’m OK’… smiles

I’ve just been up underneath the trees, it’s really windy isn’t it?

‘Yep’

I was listening to the sounds underneath the tree… do you listen to that sometimes too?

‘Yes’

What’s sounds do you hear?

Holly thinks, seriously, and looks at me… a big smile crosses her face and she declares:

‘Rustle…!’

Mmmm…hmmm…and can you tell me what the sound is when the wind blows even stronger… and more and more trees are waving their leaves and branches?

Holly thinks again…smiles… and puts on a bigger emphasis

‘Rustle…!!’

OK…. So what sound would you hear when all the trees are joining in… and dry leaves are blowing past your feet really quickly down the tarmac road…

Holly considers for a while and then gets back to me… loudly proudly and happily:

‘RUSSELL!!!’

Interesting… Do you think maybe they are all calling out for their dear friend Russell?

Laughter from Holly, and the parents who are there as well.

What you could try, one day if you like, is to stand under the trees but kind of sit inside your ear… and let the sound fill you up completely… And feel how that is ….

Then there is no ‘thinking about’…
which word makes a noise closest to the sound?
… or which word the sound is supposed to sound like…?

But you will really get the sound of the sound….


I know I asked for it in this case, but trying to ‘can’ experience into words is like a kind of desiccation for later re-presentation… a feebly ghost-like gesture towards the amazing actual.

‘Thinking about’ what leaves sound like brings about an abstraction…
Holly disappears into the ‘thought chamber’ and comes back with what she has learned….

The problem with that is we kind of hang a label around the neck of what is always a unique experience – and write on it what we have learned… or our opinion of it… or someone else’s opinion of it.

Then encounters which are fresh seem similar to us. We stop looking and listening, directly experiencing, because we already know.

Instead of there being a co-emergent arising in the field of experience (where I become as I find myself in relation to what is arising, within awareness)… we become the subject, separated. Searching for the right label – as we imagine it to be, then reading off and using what we have written on the label to inform our response.

Using these labels to define/quantify/ qualify experience seems smart but it deadens the world for us, it’s like pouring ash over it.

Abstracted from the actual we sleep through many moments of our lives… in thinking about this or that thought…in pouring in our life energy into them, linking them to make tapestries, arriving at ‘certainties’….

Busy writing on water…we forget…
how the game started…
how the blinkers came on… and we started to believe what we thought to be true.

Legs on a snake… anyone?

This links with the previous post on being ‘captivated’ by phantasms…do take a look if you have time.

‘Don’t be putting legs on a snake’…. is an instruction from ancient dharma teaching from the orient…

and what the dharma teachings all point towards…whether ancient or modern, eastern or western…is the same ultimate truth.

‘So does this saying imply that the truth is obscured by trying to put legs on a snake??!……….. I mean, come on! Who would do something so daft? Snakes don’t need legs or want them…who would spend their time doing something so crazy?’

Well, maybe the ancient story about the dragon, and the example from the more recent past about the guy who eventually believed in the reality of the phantasms he co-created, are examples.

But do we need to go back in time to see this behaviour enacted?
Perhaps there’s someone you know (or don’t know very well) who does this?

Believing what arises in the mind, taking the arisings to be indicating the truth… precludes investigation into their illusory nature…

Illusions vanish, thoughts and feelings come and go, snakes slither away…

but the busy and deceptive habit of ‘snake-legging’ (maybe with red wellies to fit?) never will end…

…until we see what we are up to.

Thanks to the one who sent me the dragon… and to Emily for his legs!

Captivated by phantasms…believing in the creativity of our minds

Some sayings and koans I have come across seem easy to understand… others have i parked in puzzlement…’the penny may drop later’.

Sometimes we are just not open to what is being allude to… other times there is a symbolic content which is only comprehensible if you have the key to the hidden meaning, current at that time and place.

Perhaps you’ve come across the story about a man who wanted to paint something as a gift for the abbot of a monastery – I had trouble with this one for years.

To the dismay of the artist the abbot requested a dragon to be painted on the temple ceiling.

The artist said that he had never seen a dragon so was not sure he could do this.
The abbot was surprised, he said there were many around the temple.

The artist used his imagination and painted something.

The abbot was not impressed… so the artist tried again.

The abbot found it better but explained that he wanted it painted so that the dragon would be really ‘life-like’ – so that he could feel the warmth of the dragon’s breath.

The artist fully let go into the creative process.
It took him a long time but when he finally presented it to the abbot… leading him into the temple and inviting him to look up… he knew that he had succeed. The abbot was clearly delighted.

The artist looked up again at his finished work… had a heart attack and died!

What!!! I thought to myself!? This man offers a gift… he tries so hard and finally, successfully completes this extraordinary task.

Such skill and effort…dedication rewarded by a heart attack!!!

How is that fair … or in any way a good teaching?

Well as I have learned from my teacher life is not ‘fair’… ‘that is children’s logic’. So that’s the first complaint dismissed…

Is it a good teaching?…. I would now say so…

At the time I was ignoring what was going on – the process.

With engagement … the notion of a dragon becomes more real for the artist.
With practice he becomes very good at conjuring up a dragon shape in his mind.
Finally he succeeds in making an arrangement of colours on a surface…creating a shape which had the potential to be interpreted as a life-like impression of a dragon…by someone who has a notion of dragons.

The abbott was not terrified by the image… although it looked life-like he knew it was not alive.

However the artist forgot… he forgot that what he saw when he looked up was an image, the creativity of his own mind…
He took it to be real… a big mistake… and frightened himself to death

It is an explanation and a warning…

The dharma invites us to be curious… to see what we are up to… and to be clear about the nature of what is arising in the mind (and what is the nature of the mind).

As we see what we are up to… we see that we are not compelled to give solidity to arisings, to thoughts feelings and sensations.
Compounding them, imbuing them with a false sense of reality, and believing in our own creativity… is normal but not natural

Such activity is a habit of confusion – and it is blinding, diminishing, exhausting, unsatisfying…and potentially lethal!

No doubt alternate views are available :-)… but nonetheless less the Dharma offers respite and recovery, a welcome home for us convicted thought-addicts!

P.s. The guy who was so good with ‘smoke and mirrors’ – producing special effects which, allied with appropriate music, helped to create a rich environment for the envisionment of phantasmagoria in some ‘spiritualist’ meetings in the early 20th century… was apparently driven mad by what he thought he saw.

Beautiful…luminosity and kindness

Today sees the rising of the new moon…

and here to complement that are two poems shared by Shambhala Publications from a book of poetry: The First Free Women – Poems of the early Buddhist nuns.

This collection  of poems was composed around the time of the Buddha and called the Therigatha, which translates as ‘verses of the elder nuns’.  It has been revived by Matty Weingast.

Buddahadarma notes that these were written long before it was safe to utter the words ‘women’ and ‘liberation’ in the same sentence… we are now so very fortunate.

The open heart is not ‘gender biased’ in nature, nurture… nor availability

“Punna ~ Full”
Fill yourself
with
the Dharma.
When you
are as
full
as the
full
moon—
burst open.
Make the dark night shine.
“Grandma Sumana”
After
all those years
looking after others,
this old heart
has finally
learned
to look
after
itself.
Each act of kindness
a stitch in this warm blanket
that now covers me
while I sleep.

Emptiness and fulness – the kindness ahhh…

James is speaking on the potential depth of that tomorrow…

Our true kindness, arising from our openness, is of a very different quality from our intentional and conceptualised efforts.

If you  are not able to listen tomorrow no doubt it will be up on the website shortly… but you may find the transcript of an earlier talk on this topic – Emptiness equanimity and kindness  illuminating…like the full moon bursting through the clouds!!!

New Moon image:wikipedia uploaded to Flicr byQuimGil license: creative commons